Numb

I'm numb

falling through meaningless days

trying

pretending to feel

I tell I know what love feels like

I smile when I'm supposed to

I fake sadness when the rain catches us

Inside all this play

I put on every day

I stare at the sky

blankly

waiting for the moon

Panic room

I am my own panic room

locked inside

these four walls

safe and sound

or stuck in memories

Perfectly horrible mix

of both

Motionless

I long to be the rain

that falls through grey skies

I reflect myself

in the clouds

read star signs

like it is the truth

of my existence

But I fall

nonetheless

I fall

and it is the only thing

that keeps me in motion

Vaihtokauppa

Sinä poimit muruseni

ripottelit ne takaisin

oikeille paikoilleen

Annoit ja otit

vaihtokauppaa parhaimmillaan

Minusta, yhdestä ja niin monesta

kokosit taas ihmisen

joka hengittää

Hymyilen, sillä tiedät

kuinka tehdä kauppaa