Tuhopolttajan taivas

Loin itselleni helvetin

jotta sydämeni ei jäätyisi

Poltin itseni vain

jotta voisin kuvitella olevani Feeniks

Tuhopolttajan taivas

tuhkat jalkojeni alla

polttavat edelleen

vaikka maa on jo jäätynyt

ja minä sen mukana

[03/17]

The notebook of whispered thoughts

Why is my heart pounding

when I write?

I grab the pen

to pour out my feelings

let loose the rhythm

that beats against my chest

Yet as I look down

on the notebook in front of me

my heart starts to dance in panic

Or in relief?

Every time a day

a week

a month

goes by without opening

the notebook of words

I am sure I have lost myself

I have come to the end of the road

that served me so well for years

I am dry

no ink spilling on the pages anymore

But then my heart starts to beat again

aches so much

that the only things that make it better

are the pen I have lost and

the notebook of whispered thoughts

[03/18]

Pillow talk

It's all just pillow talk

soft words crumbling

behind our closed lips

Mine against your neck

while you fall asleep

and dream of someone else

[03/18]

Lose

I can't stand silence

it brings out my inner dialogue

misfortunate lies

I don't know how to stand still

when my trembling legs

want to run towards the noise

Inside my head, inside my heart

the ongoing battle fades

as I scratch another lottery ticket

Winning is not important

I just want to lose

all sense of myself

All while the silence

tries to suffocate me

[03/18]

Meidän karttamme

Kirjoitan tarinamme ihollesi

seuraan sormellani väristyksiä

jotka kulkevat pintasi alla

kartoitan jokaisen huokauksen

En tahdo irroittaa otettani

vaikka tunnen sinun hiljalleen haihtuvan

[02/18]

Web of ignorance

I'm in love

with a daydream

intertwined in the lace

I want to believe

to be beautiful fabric

Ignoring the spider

that is crawling towards me

[03/18]