Katseesi on terä

Käytän katsettasi teränä

käsiesi varjoa selässäni karttana

jotta löydän perille

Kaivan esiin kaikki heikot kohtani

jotka leikkaan pois

sillä veitsellä jonka muovailin

sinun unohdetuista sanoistasi

Your story

Do you ever get lost in your own dreams?

Gather them, hoping and fearing

that one day you'll reach them

What will be left if the happy ending

happens in the middle of the story?

Are you ever afraid of the plot twists?

You avoid bumps along the way

and countlessly slow down your journey

Maybe you are not the main character

you only have a walk-on role

Do you still want to see how the story ends?

[10/16]

Sinun tarinasi

Eksytkö koskaan omiin unelmiisi?

Haalit niitä toivoen ja peläten

että jonain päivänä saavutat ne

Mitä jää jäljelle jos onnellinen loppu

tapahtuukin tarinan keskellä

Pelkäätkö koskaan juonenkäänteitä?

Välttelet kuoppia matkan varrella

hidastaen matkaasi moninkertaisesti

Ehkä et olekaan päähenkilö

sinulla onkin vain sivuosa

Haluatko silti nähdä kuinka tarina loppuu?

[10/16]

Underwater

I saw you in the lake

that's on the back of my head

swimming in my mind

drowning in my thoughts

I wanted to save you

from the waves that

hit the shore so hard

crashed against the rocks

By concentrating on you

looking after you

I made myself disappear

Trying to understand you

was enough to make me

go underwater

[12/16]

The hunter

The dark, shapeshifting figure

inside my bones

shows up in my shadow

if you just know how to look for it

It's mutilating my soul

to make it easier to swallow

easier to make it look like

it all has just been an accident

It keeps messing with my mind

and I don't know anything anymore

If I created it or

if I caught it like an unfortunate cold

Or if it found me

I'm its prey

Breaking

Maybe it was meant to be like this

Maybe I'm suppose to be alone

so no one can break me

But I'm not sure

if I can stay away

from myself

Not break myself

[10/16]

Avaa minut

Avaa rintani

kaiva esille kaikki minkä löydät

kaikki luurankoni

jotka olen piilottanut sisääni

ja sirpaleet joista en saanut kasattua

enää yhtään kokonaista minää

Voit tehdä niillä mitä vaan

Murskaa ne tomuksi

tai kasaa takaisin kokonaiseksi yritykseksi

olla jotain muuta kuin minä

Mikä vain on parempi

kuin tämä haalistunut kulissi

[01/17]

Tangled

I'm tired of you

I'm tired of these thoughts about you

about us, about me

that keep circling my brain

like a hunter its prey

You still show the way

my heart was not suppose to go

It took a leap of faith

and ended up losing its independence

the second it was caught in your web

of ignorance and silence

The sweet bliss you knitted around us

while I got tangled

You still pull the strings

create new loops

even when I can't think about you

when my memories have an empty space

where you used to be

Somehow you still guide my thoughts

during nights like this

when I think you are in the neverending past

and that you can't break free from it

Forgotten forevermore

I can't remember your smile

your manners

but your voice still echoes

around me, inside me

like a doomed ghost

looking for the final place to rest

I don't know how to silence you

without breaking my own promises

[02/17]