Tangled

I'm tired of you

I'm tired of these thoughts about you

about us, about me

that keep circling my brain

like a hunter its prey

You still show the way

my heart was not suppose to go

It took a leap of faith

and ended up losing its independence

the second it was caught in your web

of ignorance and silence

The sweet bliss you knitted around us

while I got tangled

You still pull the strings

create new loops

even when I can't think about you

when my memories have an empty space

where you used to be

Somehow you still guide my thoughts

during nights like this

when I think you are in the neverending past

and that you can't break free from it

Forgotten forevermore

I can't remember your smile

your manners

but your voice still echoes

around me, inside me

like a doomed ghost

looking for the final place to rest

I don't know how to silence you

without breaking my own promises

[02/17]